I really liked the assembly. That was one of the most realizing, and shocking ones i have been to in my whole school life. People were crying, and I was feeling the guilt and pain that I have given to other people. That night I went home and cried, I sent text messages saying sorry to all the people that I hurt or might have hurt. Saying how sorry I was, and I don't like who I have become, and how I am going to try and start over. I have been bullied plenty of times, I never did anything about it. I come to school every day with a smile and a laugh on my addenda, but that is all just a mask, to cover up what I really feel, to be cooler than other people, to be noticed. Sometimes I go over board for people I like, or to be better than my friends, or to get complements. I also lie WAY to much. I do it so I don't have to do things, or make myself look/sound better. If i had a time machine I would go back and do Middle School all over again.
I would share my "If you really know me story" but It is was to personal. I have only told one person, and they promised never to tell. I think that our school did not take this activity seriously, especially the 7th graders. I think that they are just to immature to understand what is behind this, what was the point, and what they were trying to get out of it! For me, I love this assembly, best one of the year, the school should keep on doing this. Just one thing to change, the crossing the line game, they should have asked more personal questions, not to personal but just something to lower the numbers of how many people went out to say yes!
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